Dream.

 Dreams are successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. Dreams have been seen as a connection to the unconscious. They range from normal and ordinary to overly surreal and bizarre. Dreams can have varying natures, such as frightening, exciting, magical, melancholic, adventurous, or sexual..
日有所思，夜有所梦.. Believe it or not, early this year, I dreamt of the same person consecutively for almost 3 months.. It's really you dream what u think..
Sometimes I would remember what actually took place in my dream, the venue, the people involved and even the conversation that we are having at that point in time which I find it rather amazing. Haha.

The SWEETEST dream I ever had is of cause, getting married with the guy I loved. I remembered, it was a scene of a wedding banquet and we were going round the tables toasting to our families and friends, receiving blessing from them. I can out of all the dreams I ever had, that was really the sweetest dream for a person that looks forward to marriage like me. It's like a dream come true.
The SCARIEST dream I ever had was from a few years back, I remembered I was walking up the stairs with my sis and grandma back home when we saw a person lying there, fully bandage with tissue paper (Yes, tissue paper. Lol) and out of curiosity, I went to open it and it turned out to be a mummy that look exactly like my grandma and that it cane alive. Out of fear, me, my sis & grandma ran away and as my sis is still young and slow she got caught by the mummy and.....I woke up crying. Wth.. Haha.

The most RIDICULOUS dream I ever had is when me and my family were overseas, I shared a queen size bed with my mom and that night I dreamt that I murdered my mom by accidentally pushing her down a extremely long flight of stairs about 5-7 stories high and she died. Having watched too much dramas, I denied and act blur when ask by police the reason of my mom's death. Even though I felt very sorry but in the dream I kept the murder secret by myself, getting away scot free.. This is not the end, the first thing I did when I woke up from my dream was to check if my mom was still alive (she's on the same bed as me) and when I realized that she is, I let out a sigh of relieved. Side note: I love my mom & I'll never ever murder her. Furthermore there are no 7 storeys high flight of stairs available anywhere. Hahaha. What the shit am I saying now... Ok next.

The SADDEST dream I ever had was only a few days back when I dreamt that the guy I once loved so deeply is engaged and will be getting married in a few months time. I broke down in my dream when I heard the news. Even so, I attended his engagement party, heart broken. Well, I know that it is only a matter of time that he is getting married , I just hope that I would fully recover from all the heartache by then. Right now I guess I had recovered 70-80% from the r/s (;

To be honest, sometimes I would hope that some of my dreams would come true but as a matter of fact, most of the time a dream is the total opposite in real life. Thank God for being a lucid dreamer in some dreams, most importantly being able to dream. To be able to experience different situations that might never happen in real life. No matter what, 有梦最美 isn't it? Hahaha (I know this chinese word should not be use in this context but who cares) Looking forward to dream again tonight! That's all for now ;)

依然爱你?

The song 依然爱你 from 王力宏 kept ringing in my head. Sometimes I would ask myself, do i still love you? And although I told myself that i can do it without you, I'm fine being alone but somehow my heart still cringe a little when you came into my mind. It just felt different. I once thought that you would be my first & my last. The first person that I'd ever loved this much, and perhaps the only. I don't know if it is still possible to love another guy like how i used to loved you.

Regardless, I'll always keep you in my heart.